Friday, January 22, 2010

Namaste

Written March, 6th 2009

I want to see the goddess in you
Let me know your love is true
"Seeing is believing" they say
But in order to believe you have to have faith
It's not too hard to find true love
But in order to keep it, you gotta rise above
Let go of the doubt or jealousy that reigns
So that love and kindness can fill your veins
Transform the thoughts of your heart
And listen to your song
Release that grudge you're holding
It's OK to dance along!
Don't worry about feeling silly or stepping in too deep
Be the guardian of your own soul and spirit to keep
Love yourself to find what's true
It all starts and ends with you

Questions about - - - -

Written on 2/16/09

I opened up to you when I was low
You said it was OK to cry, to bare my soul
You were fake.
Just wanted to see how far I would go
Now I'm feeling even more alone
Sometimes I wonder why do I care or let myself feel so much?
The pain comes in mixed with short-lived relief and love
This love is my crutch or vicodin pill
Something that numbs all the pain 
Can decend and make me feel ill
What should I do If love is a drug I need to survive?
Will you help me keep love alive
Or will you just feed the flame of pain inside? 
I wish I knew how to live this life
And love the ones I bring into mine
Why is there always so much strife?
Is the pain only one of a kind
Or do I just reap what I sow?

Driving in silence is better than driving in tears


Written on 2/16/09

Instead of yelling and fighting, emotions on overdrive

We sit and ride in silence, only half alive
What can you do
But cut your losses and stew
Over everything as the road passes you by
Nothing can be fixed this way
But at least I'm not going to cry
The cold outside is inside too
Of this shell that rolls along
Just like a life you wish was thru,
The pain just keeps dragging on
But silence is better than tears today
When sadness is all that you know
Someday I will drive on my own road of life
And let only happy tears flow

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Artistic Disgression

You want so much of me
More than I have to give
You're always chasing me
When I just want to liveI can't give you my heart
I keep that for myself
I'm keeping all my art
So take it off your shelf

I'll miss you, sure it's true
But here we are again
You want a dream come true
And I just want a friend

I'm sure it's over now
And really that's too bad
I told you this was how
It was not meant to end

I wrote this poem for you
I wanted you to know
You have my art with you
No matter where you go

It may not be displayed
Inside your home or out
But my heart has not changed
Just simply spread about 

Monday, January 11, 2010

A poem on friendship

I'm a lover, a giver, a dreamer, a friend
I will stick by you until the end
That is if you let me, I'll be there in kind
I'll help lift you up and broaden your mind
For all this I give, I ask for something:
A friendship that lasts above all other things
I'm better than those who steal and move on
Ours would be a friendship to truly lean on
Please let me help you with the troubles you face
I need a friend too, on which to brace
Together our combo can really be known
As a friendship into which both parties have grown
Again I beg that you understand
How important you are to the greater plan
True friendship is capable of changing the world
Together we'll see more than alone ever could
The joy one can find alongside another
Can never be better than friendship forever

Apologies

I don't want to lose you
I won't let you go 
I push you away only 'cause I don't know
You make my heart melt and I cherish you for such
Please take me back because I love you so much!

Reflections

1/7/09

There’s not much else I can do but silently miss you. My hands are tied behind my heart. The pain of missing you is still not greater than the pain of having you. My weary bones gather strength from the inner spirit to look forward. I appreciate my past. My life was different before I knew you, and yet again it is changing after loosing you. I may miss, I may feel despair. But what is life if not to get hit by passing rocks just to get back up again. The sooner we learn this the better. I care, I love, I miss, I dream, I fight, I breath, I grow, I teach, I fall, I believe, I am you and you are with me.

I can’t let your memory hold me back or get me down. You tattooed my heart with your soul and as unforgettable as you may be, I only belong to me. Sometimes I wish for that spotless mind, what peace may come to leave you behind. But what was shared is not ours alone. Our love was given between two hearts unknowing who or what else our emotion affected.

To have loved and feel love creates a deity to be shared throughout the universal spirit of amore in its entirety. 

Lovers Privilege or Peril?


12/23/09
Such a privilege in a lover’s eyes
Whether in a dream or alive
To love and share a sight
Together on endless nights

To love with no regret
To know your heart is safely set
To feel connected to what’s true
May eventually tear your heart in two

With great amore comes great peril
Building a life may leave you sterile
Away from a love that was once all you knew
When forever is over much too soon

Leave open the door as the heart can repair
Let go of ex-lovers with a tear of despair
I must make this choice, the decision’s not mine
Broken heart’s healing always takes time

Forget the good story of star-crossed trouble
You’ve still got your heart left to untangle
All alone you almost are
Reigns true of victims from broken heart