Sunny Days (a melody)

Sunny days are ahead of me. The current cold is sure to leave. 

Followed shortly by the Spring then summer days are ahead of me. 

Yeah, sunny days are ahead of me.  

I’m just a little leaf floating on the breeze through the changes of time. 

Springtime is here again. Drop that jacket, grab a friend. 

Spring birds sing with glee and then summer days are ahead of me. 

Yeah, sunny days are ahead of me.  

I’m just a little leaf floating on the breeze through the changes of time.

Winter days are ahead of me. The summer breeze is forgetting me. 

I’ll climb this tree to fall and see the winter days ahead of me. 

Yeah, winter days are ahead of me. 

I’m just a little leaf floating on the breeze through the changes of time. 

Winter seems to last too long, after summer into fall. 

Shortly soon we’ll have to call for sunny days ahead of me. 

Yeah, sunny days are ahead of me.

I’m just a little leaf floating on the breeze through the changes of time.

Sunny days are ahead of me. Yeah, sunny days are ahead of me all the time.

a note on planning..

One can only make so many plans before they all fall apart and change direction. Life is lived through coping with life’s change in direction. Nothing can really be planned, over planned or unplanned. Life is the epitome of the un-plan. 

Rtist

12/20/09

Living is dying everyday. But I'm alive in a special way.
Trusting the sun for my guidance. Well not really but I'm gonna try this.
Ancestors come out in me. Out of love never of greed.
Awaken the spirit in me.

The artist I know to learn and to grow.
Salvation reliANTh on me.

Everyday Song (en parte)

My life is getting better// everyday I live
everyday I give, everyday I live
No need for something better// everyday I live
everyday I give, everyday I live

Trouble was a friend of mine

10/23/09

Got people at my back all day

One particular whose in my way

She rants and raves all over nuttin'

Spitting at my soul like she got something

You think you're better by puttin' me down

You'll get yours too when you lay down

Girl you know I'm tired of the game you play

2 much pain on 2 sweet a day

Unfortunate Mistake

11/2/09

Mistakes are what makes the world go round.

Unfortunately.

Mistakes are bringing me down.

Unfortunately.

I'm fortunately letting go of my unfortunate mistakes.

Thoughts on time

12/3/09


You know how they say grass is always greener on the other side? Well it's true. 
Time is too much to have when its yours and not enough when you don't. 

New Bones

Sleeping awake

With too much at stake

Who may give the choice to break

Tried and true

Troubled and blue

Can't you see I'm too good for you

Together, alone

Have a talk on the phone 

Now go good dog to fetch a bone

I Miss You

To miss someone is to have known them so well that a part of you feels them even when they are not around. To miss someone means that you are alive and have lived well enough to have made an impact and to let others change your life. To miss someone is hard but you must take comfort in knowing that they are happy. I miss you, not who you have become but the person you were to me. I miss how you would make me feel when we were together as one heart. I miss your love, beauty, brains and soul. I miss your smile, eyes, hugs and comfort. I miss YOU..

..I'm just sayin'

Floating Tricks

The moon is playing tricks on me

What once was there I cannot see

It's all floating away from me

What's done is gone so let it be..

An Angel's Story

10/28/09

Here’s a story of a girl

Who fell in love and lost her world

Darkness shown as she was broken down

Left alone and beaten on the ground

Then an angel came to say:

Be strong, avoid at all costs. Be civil but not overly helpful.

Keep those who have wronged you at a distance.

And then the girl thought to herself:

Myself is most important, my life is number 1.

I’m no longer your servant. I’m now free to run.

Letting go feels good. I don’t need you evermore.

Darkened Doore

10/28/09

The devil lives among us at home in the shadows of Depresida*.

Her seething ways travel through doors to that which is darker than thou.

To no longer be one with the good spirits and

Lose all compassion in lust after greed.

To forget where she came from and where she is going.

Breaking those around her as she broke herself.

She lost the easiest thing to keep and the hardest to get back.

Repellant choices leave her sitting in cold blood.

To prove devils too can be born out of love.

h20

Water is pure energy

Not human energy w/ clouded judgment and souls

But water is pure, honest, unharmful life.

For Jon

11/15/09

There once was a boy home sick with the flu
He said "make me better, you know what to do."
"I cant bring you soup!" said his friend far away,
But I'll write you this poem, to brighten your day.
The magical poetry was really unique.
The boy healed himself in less than a week!

Dusty Shadows

11/13/09

Here I lie in the dusty shadows dreaming of what used to be

The ground beneath my feet is changing

Knowing not where this life may lead

I have lived through the highest highs

Followed by debasing lows

I’ve seen trusting smiles fade as the wind quickly blows

What is the point to all this mess?

If not just to live and then forget?

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Ever present spirit with an all-knowing glow

Hear my plea and guide me through shadows still unknown

I’ll take your hand and trust this soul

Embrace one last Earthly breath,

Say goodbye to what was once and hello to all the rest

M&M's

10/15/09

Scratch that

Take this

Here you go

This one fits

I don’t care

What you say

Pop the pill

It’ll go away

Breath in deep

Let it go

Hold on tight

Feel it flow

Down the throat

Up the nose

Suck it in

Here it goes

Heav(Untitled)

10/11/09

Take me to another room

Away from friendly fire

The time has come to bow my head

And don the golden lyre

In this room are lots of things

To feel or see and touch

Images of happiness and long lost loves

Joy replaces all regret

When love is all you know

Alive as an individual

As new beginnings grow

23 Years Beautiful

10/07/09

My stars are shining in appreciation

Of the universe’s grand connection

At the age of 23, my world is full of such beauty

Living life and loving true

You know I’ll never forget you

So grateful for this course I’m on

To find a place where I belong

What comes next, I may not know

So I’ll soak up this love before I go

True Lies

9/15/09

So much passion

between your legs &

behind your eyes

Tell me you love me

amidst the lies

…

I’ll believe you

4 a moment or 2

Just me and you

Because I want to

…

Kiss the lips with cherry inside

Touches following our passions guide

Body heat rises

Anticipation grows

Our bodies cling as we

Let it gooo

a rap song (why not)

And I'll be livin' this life- hoping to find my wife, cutting through shit like a knife, minus the strife. Don't it look nice? Just gettin' started on this coaster ride of mine. Don't call me again 'cause I'm doing just fine. I got dreams too, that don't include you, so get a clue, pretty girl. Once my world, now you're gone. Time for me to do the same and move on.

I'm the one in the sky, like a dandelion floatin' high. Don't worry babe, I'll catch ya on the flip side. Once again or never again. Your bullshit ain't got no place to land. And on this hand I got a peace sign wavin'. Goodbye to you who 4ever be hatin'. So hear me shout, 10/4 over and out, your lies just don't hold any clout since you left me with the gift of doubt.

Hey pretty girl, is that you cryin'? 'Cause I finally figured out what fools be lyin'? Thought you could play me too, huh boo? Guess this jewel has turned you into the fool. So fuck off and cool that ass off in da pool. Peace.