Monday, April 26, 2010

No More Games.

I don't play games so STOP tryin' to get me to lose a turn...
I may be blonde but I ain't no dumb girl, get it?
I liked you so I'll give ya another minute
But better watch now how you spend it
I won't pass GO another time,
As long as you got that rock stuck in your spine
Listen lady, it's time you realize
I can keep up while I try you on for size
I sure as hell ain't a fool like you wanna believe
The way you assume will get you none of me
Cuz I don't f'n wait around, play around, roll around
Until you're worth it
And all you gotta do is prove it
But instead your gonna prove me wrong
And I get to be the one laughing all along
Game over.

Thursday, April 22, 2010

I Must Admit:

When it rains it pours…
I get a dozen roses
But nobody scores
You want me
But I don’t get
How giving me roses
Makes me forget
I like her &
You want me
I’m not just some apple
You can pick from a tree
I’ll fall @ my own pace
Don’t try to influence--
Growing love takes time
And I’ve got the patience.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Pressure

Writing writing everyday
Makes the pain go away
Even for a moment or two
Just like a good song would do
I feel trapped like in prison
By the world in which we live in
Wishing I could get away
Steal this life for my own
One day
Start a new or feel fresh
Let go of this earlthy flesh
Not saying that I want to die
But I guess that'd be alright
Release the pressure, fly away
It's gonna happen someday
When I go back to the end
Please play EJ's 'Candle in the Wind.'
I'll be starting over again
Breath, release, relax, begin.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

I Miss You, But.

I miss you
But..
When I miss you
I pull through
I will go out & do my thing
Just 'cause you're not with me
Doesn't mean I can't be who I want to be
I am me and will forever be
Guess what - you'll see.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Ambition: II

So the truth is
It's your problem
NOT mine.
You who see nothing
Other than your
Elevated self,
You who will never know
Truth unless you
Pay for it,
You who must
Always prove to be
A liar and a thief
...Will forever remain
A tainted soul in the universe.
You who had so much potential
Corrupted your own heart and
Stole from those around you,
You who chose DarKness over light,
I wish you reciprocation
On your tangled path
And may you one day
See the results of such
An ignored heart.

Friday, April 9, 2010

Ambition: I

My life is a spectrum
With pressure on all sides
It changes colors as
Resistance builds
But I won't listen
When you say I can't
Because you couldn't
Do what I do
You ain't me
And I don't care
About spectrums only
Following my dreams
So I'll take each opportunity
To change the world
And I won't share ideas
With you who have no faith

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Appreciate.

It's nice to know you care
In fact
It makes all the difference
The truth
That you wish well for me
Is hard
To comprehend but
I'm glad
I can breath easier
In knowing
I have your support
Thank you