J-Love Chronicles: August 2009

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Dark's night guide

The moon is a fortress of hopes and dreams

Whose beauty surpasses most other things

Through life's complications, Her light remains

As dark's night guide in between the days

Friday, August 28, 2009

Broken Heart Song

You broke my heart and stole it from me

But now I'm better, you will see

I won't let you get the best of me

(the best of me, you will not get)

Broken and beaten, I will not let

Instead of taking my heart you set free

I'm finally choosing my own destiny la la la

And living my life for me

Broken hearts mend, dreams change

But we cope and hold on to what we can

I won't let you get the best of me

(the best of me, you will not get)

Broken and beaten, I will not let

Universes shifting, bringing us home again

But home is never the same as we left it

Oh yeah, nothing is ever the same as we leave it

...Sometimes it's disguised as how we left it

8/26/09 My Punjabi Girl Life is hard. They judge you before they meet you. Don’t they see you are a step up from me in fact? Don’t let them tell you what to do. You know best whose love you choose. My Punjabi girl. Namaste to you.

7/14/09 Clouded Vision It’s all about your point of view. From one vantage point, life is miserable alone. At the other side, self-love needs to be harvested and grown. We spend our days moving from place to place, but do we ever stop to smell the roses, appreciate all that we have? Get me the hell outa here. How many lives have I lived? Too much pain, for little gain. Why must it always change and never be the same. Déjà vu is impossible too, in this busy world that my soul has been tangled in. I can’t get out before my turn, must wait in line to feel the burn. You get what you’ve got. Why can’t you leave me alone and suffocate me at the same time? What does an anniversary of 25 years really mean to me? They made the choice before I was born with hopeful wishes of love’s children bourn. But those dreams have long since come to fruition, letting go of intuition as we all sink into a pool of life’s muddy lessons. Muddied with blood, tears and sweat. My life somehow doesn’t seem complete yet. What does my future hold, any love, career high reaching goals? In 25 years where do I hope to be? Living happily, well traveled and surrounded by love. Let us all have these celebratory gifts from above. Tomorrow is another day closer to My new beginning. But who knows if that place is better than here.

cats and dogs

Early August '09

Look!

I was a cat in my past life and you are a dog person.

It’s nothing against you but you just can’t handle my style.

You never think before you act, isn’t it strange how opposites attract.

Me: I’m soft, loving and kind. You: Only care about my behind.

Inspired Dreams

8/20/09 – 8/21/09 Inspired Dreams J-Love Inspired by John, I’m writing a song. It’s about life, and love, and loss. I try to imagine the world you dreamed of through your various paintings of peace. You begged and you pleaded and then you were gone, but your dream still lives on in me. I’ve taken a dream upon my shoulders but the answers are not quick to come. Why John, did you love so much and how did you know she was the one? Right now I’m stuck in a circle it seems, sewing my life in a knot. To let it unravel and set myself free. Not ready to dig in this plot. Ever changing lives lead to never-ending dreams. With each new mistake comes another philosophy. The stars up above, and the earth down below, with all the people in between, Comfort my soul and carry me home as my days are numbering. Who knows what the future of tomorrow will bring, but one thing I hope will come true: Together we can accomplish peace John, through the dream that awakened in you.