Life.

Life

Is like a
pendulum
Dancing back and forth
And swinging--
Between a rock and a hard place
Until we crash
Or break
Only to cross over again at
The beginning.

Awake.

Wired. Not tired.

Once in a blue moon or two or three..

Triple threat, or migraine onset

Rumor has it the planets are to blame.

What to do in a moment,

When each minute becomes an hour?

Dream of waves Passing and Crashing

Through head pounding distractions, empower.

Now who's concerned why I write

At this hour of night?

--Considering this headache conspired..

As my thoughts dance across another lonely hour.

But what's left to do beyond writing the truth?

It's over before it began

And, does pain pass too quickly

For us to remember how it felt?

I feel so bad for you.

My own selfish reasons to know all of you have destroyed us.

I wanted to have no secrets between us.

Now it seems the more I pried, or made myself available to you,

the more you resented me for it and closed me off.

Im sorry for loving you so much
that I wanted to know everything about you,
and for being so imperfect in your eyes.

Self.Fulfilling.Prophecy.

She misses the girl who reminds her of the ocean.

Shes got a picasso sketch hanging in her car.

Her yoga class gets her to obsess about the universe.

And she daydreams about other women.

She likes healthy cereal and dark chocolate.

She loves her family but never calls.

She embraces ambition until she gets lazy.

She loves her eyes but fears herself.

She is one of a kind.

She will grow up to be surrounded by love, peace and strength.

Trust.

What's wrong? Love bite your tongue?
Broken hearts around the world. Here goes another one.

Trust. I trusted you, unworthy.
Lust. I lusted you, not worth it.

Damn girl you were just so stupid.

We played while it was good but it was barely good
enough to keep my interest.
I gave you too much.
Too much credit.

Your big toys were much too small for my eyes.

I want some. I'll get some.
Good vibes always come my way.
Hey baby maybe you'll learn how to crawl someday.